As 2011 draws to a close, I've been reflecting on the last year. My resolutions for 2011 were:
- Finish things
- Take better care of myself
- Do more and do less
I can't say that I was hugely successful, but I wasn't a complete failure either. I had hoped that I would update the blog with how I was feeling and accomplishing these goals, but I didn't. This is my first update since my orginal post on Janauary 7, 2011.
Finish Things
This is still a work in progress. In January, I started a self portrait project which I had good intentions about, but when I began to do out of obligation rather then the love of creating photographs I stopped. It wasn't meant to be an obligation. It was supposed to be something fun to document my life. I have started a 365 project multiple times, but I have yet to finish. At the moment I am considering options for next year, but not making any commitments... yet.

I participated in three Virtual Quilting Bees this year. One started in October 2010 and the second in January 2011. The third one ran for three months, January 2010 - March 2010. I have completed them all or I will once I get the instructions for the last month in December. I have had a lot of fun with it. I've been challenged and realized something about my sewing style. I like to sew things that are less precise. I do like hand sewing better then machine sewing. Part of me wants to sign up for another bee for 2012, but I am hesitant because towards the end it began to feel more like a chore then fun. Now that I have finished what I have commited to through the bees, I need to finish some of my started projects. Last fall I took a beginning quilting class and have the pieces ready to be sewn together for a finished quilt. I also have the blocks form when it was my month for the virtual quilting bees to sew together. For now I think I need to focus on these.
This semester has been particular tough for multiple reasons, but I am not going to go into detail on that topic. One of the things I have struggled with is whether it is worth it for me to finish my degree in a time when libraries are closing and cutting back on staff. I knew when I started in 2009 that the job outlook wasn't great, but it seems to be getting worse as time progresses. In the tough times quiting, sounds so much more appealing then working through tough projects and exams only to move on to the next much bigger test of a finding a job. I am not quiting! I am going to finish this degree, if for no other reason to be able to say I have a Masters Degree. I think I am becoming more realistic that my dream job may no longer exist and that I will have to settle, but I will finish and get a job! I am not whining; I am reflecting on the state of my life and how those choices are playing out in the larger arena of life. At the moment it looks like I will graduate in May of 2013.
This blog has been devoted to my musings and sharing what is happening in our life. Lately, I have not been posting here because I have been busy working on a blog project for school. I need to create a blog database of materials I would want to collect in a teen library of my choosing. I have done a lot of reading for the project and now need to get writing and posting. It is due on December 14 which is taking up a lot of my time and energy. If you would like to take a peak, check it out here. By the way it will be a work in progress until December 14 unless I finish early which is unlikely!
You can watch for follow-ups to my resolutions here in the upcoming weeks.